Tell me your plan

It has been very difficult this week.  I am horny.  I have been for a few days.  Weeks.  Last weekend MrH had me suck his cock, (I so need a different way to describe that) and then he fucked me.  I did not orgasm.  He tried to touch my pussy but I pulled away partly Read More …

I don’t know how to explain

I don’t know why I have these downs. I don’t know how to fight it. I have written about these downs, here and here. MrH has said he doesn’t understand what I mean, and I was not sure how to describe it. I mean to me it’s just not feeling right, so I googled feeling disconnected. Read More …

Foot works

Today MrH said it would be a rest day. “We have no deadlines,” he said, “so rest. I have things to do and you can rest.” I know I looked a bit crestfallen and he added, “I protect you- even from yourself.” He’s not wrong of course. I am my own worst enemy at times. Read More …

Yep I was right (the one time I wish I wasn’t)

Infection confirmed… Antibiotics prescribed. Damn it!!!! I can’t work on my story either (I’m too tired and it will likely be gibberish if I tried) so I’m just passing the time doing some crochet. With some leftover wool I have made these cute little baby booties..     I put a coin in with the second Read More …

Give me strength – please??

So far every time I’ve had a water infection, I’ve also had some wierd physical symptoms… My heart pounds, and I have dizzy spells.  But, is it the infection or anxiety because these are the same symptoms I get when I have anxiety attacks. To be fair anxiety attacks are not something I suffer from Read More …