Reflecting on the A to Z Challenge

I did it. The whole alphabet.  I couldn’t have done it if I hadn’t spent the weekends preparing a number of posts in advance. It was an interesting challenge but not one I will do again. I prefer writing about things as they happen to me, as I think about them, or when something inspires me. Read More …

Blogging from A2Z 2019: Tears

If you’re familiar with my blog you’ll be aware that I have regular emotional meltdowns.  Subdrop after particularly intense play can feel quite brutal. I feel so needy and desperate for MrH to touch and reassure me but I’m also unable to articulate it well. Usually this results in tears and then cuddles. I also get Read More …

Blogging from A2Z 2019: Sex and Submission

They’re obviously really aren’t they? Given my blog?  I have talked about these two subjects many times. I guess there have been many, many lightbulb moments over the last 22 months that the introduction of submission has triggered. I’ve felt shame which I have talked about in my post I’m Gonna Show You Crazy as well Read More …

Blogging from A2Z 2019: Promise

A promise is a childish thing isn’t it? The idea that you can ensure something will happen exactly as you plan. That nothing will prevent it. As adults should we believe such a thing is even possible?  I can remember asking my dad to promise he would never leave. He promised he wouldn’t. Then he died. Read More …

Blogging from A2Z 2019: Open mind

I like to think I have an open mind.  I figure it’s none of my business how anyone else wants to live their life as long as they are not hurting anyone.  I find it incredible that anyone feels they have the right, in today’s world, to judge another’s choices.  I recognise that I am also lucky to Read More …

Blogging from A2Z 2019: Naughty

I have a naughty side.  Not like break the law naughty, but playful naughty.  Sometimes I’ll pinch Sirs bottom. Sometimes I’ll smack it. Sometimes I’m cheeky. All these things, I’ve learned can be described almost like an alternative personality. You may have heard of littles, where a person likes to be taken care of like a child. Read More …

Blogging from A2Z 2019: Marriage

I married MrH on a beautiful sunny day in September 1999.  It wasn’t the day we envisioned. My mother took over, his mother had her say too. If we could go back and do it again… we would elope. Whenever I asked MrH his opinion he would say I don’t care, what ever you like. I Read More …