We had a wonderful time at the hotel.
MrH blindfolded me and kissed me. He led me to the bed and had me shuffle back. I felt myself move over the waterproof mat so he’d put that over the bed. He passed me the doxy. “Masturbate for me,” he said.
I hesitated, not because of fear, or embarrassment, but because I didn’t know how to turn it on. I told him so. He put my fingers on the buttons and I spent a few moments just turning it on and adjusting the speed.
He asked if I needed anything and I asked for some lube. I find using a bit of lube with toys makes them soo much more… more… yummy – you know?? He applied some to the wand, and I began.
And… holy crap, that thing is amazing!!!!
I don’t think I’ve ever climaxed so fast…. or so many times. Before I knew it, I’d squirted.
MrH took over the wand and he continued…. he made me cum over and over, then he let me drift down a little… he got the anal beads, covered them in lube, and inserted them. He turned the wand back on and before long he had me cuming, and cuming. He fucked my face as I came and as the orgasms washed through me he moved the beads in and out….. I loved it.
Eventually he turned the wand off, and came in my mouth.
He removed the beads, which pinched a little bit.
Afterwards he held me close.
It didn’t end there, not by a long shot and We had a fabulous weekend…….
But then…..real life butted in… The devils grape....
On Monday I had to come home from work early. I felt faint and sickly. I didn’t know why. And then, on Monday night I felt a small lump on my butt hole and MrH had a look on Tuesday morning. This is a real life blog and I always said I would keep it real… so I won’t apologise for this post being icky or tmi… this is life!!
Anyway, I have developed a haemorrhoid. Yes you read that right… a haemorrhoid.
I didn’t know what it was for sure until today when the dr confirmed it.
We don’t know if the anal toy has caused some irritation, or if it is simply one of those things.
The pain is what’s making me feel sick and faint. The dr has given me some cream which the chemist doesn’t have in stock so I won’t get it until tomorrow…
If it gets worse I’ve to go straight to A&E, but in the mean time, I have to keep pressure off it (my ass that is) and rest.
Of course I had silly worries … could it be something serious?? So I felt some relief when the dr said it was just a very painful haemorrhoid.
MrH has been worried that he caused this. That maybe the anal play contributed but then again maybe it didn’t.
I don’t think MrH and I will use the beads again.. but I hope this doesn’t stop MrH from anal play altogether. It’s something I enjoy but perhaps we need to use different toys, more lube, I don’t know…
For now, I have to do as I’m told and rest.
I guess what I’m writing about today, is how truly amazing MrH is. The fact that I’m comfortable enough to talk to him about anything. The fact that he’s there by my side no matter what. Holding me when I need it. Pushing me forward when I need it. Slowing me down when I need to. We’ve been together since 1995. We’ve been living together since 1998. Married since 1999. He knows me. He really knows me. He accepts me. And, he loves me.
He. Loves. Me.
And I…. 😊 I…. 😁 I love him so much! I smile just thinking about him.
Now I’m going to go and rest and stop being mushy 😂