Yesterday I was given an opportunity to talk to both directors together when they were quite relaxed and happy. So, I pulled my big girl pants up and dived in.
I won’t go into it in too much detail but I told them how they had made me feel and asked if my job was safe.
They were totally shocked by how I’d felt and reassured me. I also told them about my less than ideal childhood and why aggressive behaviour frightens me.
Again they were really shocked that they had frightened me and promised to try and be better and mindful in the future.
So for now, I’m going to see how it goes.
This is another example of how D/s has changed me. With Sirs encouragement and support I have courage I didn’t have before.