I shared a post a few weeks ago about squirting orgasms in “Overcoming Embarrassment” and I thought I needed to write a follow up.
While I spoke in this earlier post about being embarrassed that I had wet the bed. While I have experienced these orgasms through masterbation I haven’t during play with MrH. This has prompted me to wonder… Why?
I believe it’s because I’m ashamed and embarrassed.
I believe I hold back frightened that MrH would be disgusted if he were covered or touched by this fluid.
I fear that judgement.
It terrifies me.
I think this will require more thought and discussion with MrH because I do not want to conceal part of myself. I do not want to hold anything back from him.