#30dayorgasmfun – day 3

Ticked two of MrH’s challenges off today… I took a little break at work to watch porn and have my ‘O’.  Unfortunately it was probably one of the most unsatisfactory orgasms I’ve ever had…. 😞

I found a video I found entering, a group anal sex orgy, and took out my micro wand. I don’t like this wand directly on my clit it’s too small and fast, (I like to feel the vibes over a larger area and build intensity) but I figured through my clothes it might work.

Well it did – eventually – but as before I had to imagine MrH was watching with me… My body and mind have truly become his.

We had a little discussion later about one of his other challenges ‘1 orgasm watching porn with a partner’ and I asked if he would pick the porn. He said he could but wanted me to as he was curious to see what I picked.

When MrH got home I showed him the video I had chosen that day.

His eyes widened and a huge grin formed. “I have no words” he said ….

“Why?”

“I didn’t think there would be so many people… My dirty, dirty girl” he said still grinning he pulled me into his chest for a hug. “My good girl,” he kissed my head as he hugged me.

I of course had become quite embarrassed. I’d surprised him by my choice, he said he expected it to be some form of anal sex as I find that particularly hot, but he expected it to be a couple not group, because I am quite adamant that I do not want any additional partners within our dynamic. I explained this in that while I could be enjoying sex with him, in a room of people who are also enjoying sex I only want him touching me .. and I do not want him touching anyone else… it is a hot senario but the thought of someone else touching me turns me cold … The thought that he would prefer to touch someone else or want someone else to touch him breaks my heart.

I accept I’m an odd ball … But I am his!

10 Replies to “#30dayorgasmfun – day 3”

    1. It’s great knowing that you’re not the only one…. I know that the swinging & poly scenes work for some people and I completely respect that but for me … Knowing MrH wants me all to himself is important… Knowing I am all he wants – I NEED it.

      1. Because of my natural alpha personality I take the responsibility seriously for fulfilling my mate’s wants and needs while keeping her protected and safe. That includes her emotional safety, and I don’t think that can be done properly when adding others into the mix. Especially from the psychological standpoint, which is my background. Plus, it does feel great to know you’re all your mate needs.

        1. MrH looks after me so well too… It was one of the first ‘hurdles’ we faced as I ran headlong into panic mode that maybe by asking him to be in charge and by giving him this power what he would want was someone else…. He very quickly and emphatically reassured me that wasn’t what he wanted at all.

          Still, I have my insecurities that make me worry I’m not good enough. But that is my burden and not easily discarded.

          1. We’re happy it’s working out for you and MrH. As for the insecurities, if you approach them with the same seriousness that you’ve been tackling other areas you’ve been touching on in your blog, I have no doubt that will be overcome in time.

    1. Always good when you can surprise them lol …. I asked what he would have chosen and he did say something similar … I wonder if that would have been to challenge me.. but … He’s also now looked at perhaps looking at some roleplay 😊😊😊

  1. Good for you sweet. I think I would have struggled with that task but then porn is not my thing. Glad that you surprised Mr H too (in a good way 😊)

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