I normally don’t stress about interviews …. It’s just a meet and greet in my mind and I usually do well.
Today I’m just well meh…. I’ve pulled my shoulder and it hurts to move my right arm.
I haven’t slept well for a few nights. And my mind is foggy. My submission has lifted slightly and I think it’s because we haven’t had a heavy scene since we were away.
MrH knows what triggers my drift and he does that.. but I’m inwardly worried that it will lose effectiveness.
I’ve to tell MrH when my interview is over so he can send me instructions. Normally I’d be buzzing. Instead I feel … Almost numb. Which reinforces the fact that my submission has lifted from its usual state.
I’m hoping that when I get my instructions it will start to send me back down because I don’t like how I’m feeling right now – not one little bit.